Sometimes even if you’re right, it doesn’t matter
Because you can’t make sense of things that doesn’t matter
Don’t inflate the importance of these useless knowledges
… that usually stems from over-thinking.
When times are rough, you’re met in a moment of silence.
So that you can shape your own discernible path
So that you can go forth with your voice and not the noises that surround you.
But shit, things aren’t the way it should be these days though.
Tbh, no matter how humbling you may be, your environment affects you.
As much as I’ve tried to stand my ground and hold my own,
my patience is beginning to run low.
We all know the lethality of low tolerance, low patience.
We see it in our past. We see it every fucking day.
Patience, the virtue of peace, can make you and break you.
Losing faith. Loss of patience.
Please 2013, be kind to me before I lose it completely.
How great is the XMAS schedule?!
Round 1. BK vs BOS -
After the heated game with 4 ejections, this should be interesting.
Round 2. NY vs LAL-
Knicks goin after their old coach D’Antoni. Nash is back, with Amare on da sidelines. East coast takeover!
Round 3. OKC vs MIA-
So after the Heat’s crushed OKC in champs, time for revenge.
Durantula SHOW NO MERCY.
BEAT THE HEAT
Round 4. CHI vs HOU-
No Drose. No Problem. Asik’s back in Chitown, where he’ll feel the RAGE OF DA BULLS. SEE RED ALL DAYY!
WHO YOU WIT!?
really diggin these jersey’s.
When you don’t have stability, you thirst for change.
When there’s no backbone or a stable ground to fall back on, you go look for it.
But when stability has never been a factor in your life, you crave everything but it. You look to venture off to new and exciting places. You thrive for more, never satisfied. You become so specific and in tune to yourself because that is the only sense of stability you have- your difficult and unstable self.
I guess that’s never enough. It just drives you mad.
Well, that IS what you think about- the worst of all situations.
You do it to protect yourself, so that you are prepared for the worst, even if the worst doesn’t always come.
But that’s why you’re always sad. Because you constantly live in these pessimistically drawn out scenarios.
You can’t just simply stop.
Your mind is already helpless.
You learn to endure.
It just doesn’t stop, so you have to endure.
From: Words for the Wind- Theodore Roethke
Selected by Kurt Vonnegut in Slaughterhouse 5.
Awesome book, definitely RECOMMEND
When you are immersed, you only search for air.
Nothing else matters really. Nothing else is significant.
All you crave so passionately is for that upmost satisfying breath of air.
When you’re lost. It’s sorta the same concept.
You search to be found. To be satisfied.
Feeling lost is a horrible thing.
Because your mind wanders and drifts into forbidden areas of your thoughts.
That’s when you drown.
The deeper you loose yourself, the harder it is to breathe.
But when you finally get to..
There are endless possibilities.
And if it helps, let that be a motivation to be found.
Nobody likes being lost.
Shit A$AP Rocky says.
Cristal’s racist motives been put in place.
Damn ASAP. really feeling him these daze
That’s what it is. Jumbled-
That’s what I am. Jumbled-
A mix of too many feelings. too many experiences.
A jumbled cauldron of lethal thoughts.
I tried to make sense of it my whole life.
I tried to create conclusions and goals from them.
But it is now the golden years.
The golden notorious 20s.
But it feels far from that.
I tried to fix everything too soon.
And now, the year that everything should fall in place is jumbled.
I jumbled everything in the process.